I’m not into swearing. I think only 1 out 100 friends ever heard me swearing…and I don’t really have that much friends…cause I don’t consider all the people who happened to be in the same class with me are my ‘friend’…If that the case, I will have hundreds of them of which will make me more pathetic as I only have not that many in my phone book that I call from time to time…Imagines this….getting a nightmare from high school…*I have a group I called ‘nightmares’ for a bunch of so-called-friends that I don’t really like because they only call when they are in problem*…..I think I have enough of nightmares…no thanks

But honestly, I really should give it a chance….maybe give myself a chance to express myself. Because not everything can be described in a good way… For example: My supervisor tell me to send my draft and see him, but when I arrived he was busy. And just when he get out from his office, he ask me to come at another time because he has a meeting to attend which was he already late for it which he said ‘it was because he had a discussion with a student’ that was me….What? (I should say WTH..am I right?)…we never had a discussion, unless he mean ‘can you come to see later, I have meeting now’ a discussion….and to send a draft without being checked is like a walking barefoot into the landmines..its a suicide

I think I deserve a time off from being nice. But it wasn’t his fault that he have a lot work to do…So, if I swear, wouldn’t it sound like I despised myself?..Right?…No…Pfffttt…now I can’t swear…

I am pathetic….maybe I really do have hundreds of friends